Neil Parish has resigned as a Conservative MP after admitting watching pornography in the House of Commons in what he described as a “moment of madness”.
Fighting to hold back tears in his first TV interview since the scandal broke, Mr Parish said that he had looked at adult material twice, the first time stumbling on a porn website while looking for tractors online, but returning deliberately on the second occasion.
But he insisted he did not intend to distress female MPs who were nearby as he looked at his mobile phone, adding: “I’m not going to defend it… I must have taken complete leave of my senses.”
The senior backbencher’s resignation sets up a by-election in his Tiverton and Honiton seat in east Devon which should on paper offer no worries to Boris Johnson, with its 24,000 majority for Tories in the 2019 general election. But it was last night being eyed hungrily by Liberal Democrat strategists, eager to attempt to replicate the 37-point swing which destroyed a similar Conservative advantage in North Shropshire in December.
After initially indicating on Friday that he hoped to remain in his seat, and hold onto his influential role as chair of the Commons environment committee, until the completion of a standards investigation, the resignation announcement came as a dramatic change of heart from Mr Parish.
The 65-year-old former farmer – a long-serving MEP for the west country before entering parliament in 2010 – is thought to have come under intense pressure from a Conservative Party concerned about the impact a drawn-out scandal could have on its prospects in crucial local elections across Britain on Thursday.
He is also thought to have discussed the impact on his family with his wife Sue, 66, who first learnt that he was the MP at the centre of the porn scandal from a journalist who rang their farmhouse home in Somerset for comment shortly before he returned on Friday.
After she made clear she was standing by him, Mr Parish hailed his wife as “amazingly loyal and better than I deserve”, to which she responded with a chuckle: “That’s for sure.”
In a deeply emotional interview to confirm his resignation, Mr Parish told the BBC’s Politics South West programme that he had initially thought he would be able to explain his actions to Commons standards commissioner Kathryn Stone, in the hope of preserving his political career.
But he said: “In the end, I could see that, with the furore, the damage I was causing my family and my constituency and association – it just wasn’t worth carrying on.”
In his first full account of the incidents which led to a complaint to chief whip Chris Heaton-Harris by two female MPs, Mr Parish said that the first occurred in the chamber of the Commons itself.
“Funnily enough, it was tractors I was looking at, and I did get into another website that had a sort of very similar name,” he said. “And I watched it for a bit, which I shouldn’t have done.”
He added: “My crime – my biggest crime – is that on another occasion, I went in a second time. That was deliberate. That was sitting waiting to vote on the side of the chamber, on the side door as you enter back into the lobbies.”
He described it as “a moment of madness and also totally wrong”.
But he added: “For all my rights and wrongs, I was not proud of what I was doing. And the one thing I wasn’t doing – and which I will take to my grave as being true – is I was not actually making sure people could see it. In fact, I was trying to do quite the opposite.”
He described his actions as “madness, total madness”, and accepted that he had lost what he claimed had been “one of the best reputations ever” in the House of Commons.
“I’m not going to defend it,” he said. “What I did was absolutely, totally wrong.
“I think I must have taken complete leave of my senses and my sensibilities and my sense of decency and everything.”
Mr Parish’s resignation came amid growing criticism of the Conservative Party’s slow reponse to the scandal.
